November 30th

This is tough. Not really sure what to say right now except that I want to rewind to 2006 because even though everything was horrible, I was comfortable. Where did all of my will power and discipline go?! I was 13, don’t you think an 18 year old would have more self control than a little 13 year old? 

Seriously once I move back home it could go either way.. +20 or -20. Theres no in between. 

But God, these memories and thoughts will not leave me alone!!!

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